I wanna share something really short and simple with you.
2 things that changed my life.
1. Growing my hair back. Ever since I cut my hair a nigga been taking L after L. I'm back locked up and the streets say I'm the best writer in St.Louis. No coincidence. A black man's hair is powerful.
2. Realizing I don't have shit figured out.
My friend Jessica said it best "Not gonna waste my time pretending I got life figured out."
Once I realized that I don't have shit figured out. Shit got better. I don't even have this blog shit figured out and I don't care. I just write what I feel. Fuck the proper way, big ass words, and sentence rules.
When I realized I don't have shit figured out
MY TIME >
I take my time super serious now since I've realized this. I'm the last nigga who's time you're gonna waste because I won't allow you to.
LACK OF FUN
Shit not fun when I feel I have things figured out. Shit be boring. Adventures mean more when I don't know what's coming.
THE MOMENT BETTER
I'm able to live in the moment. The moment is better. I'm not sweating anything because I don't know what will happen next.
THE UNIVERSE DON'T GIVE A FUCK
I can have life figured out or feel like I do and the universe will say "Oh really nigga?" and humble me really quick.
I rarely have stress. Yeah I have a long way to go when it comes to certain things in my life but I'm not stressing over anything. I'm just working hard and doing me. Good or bad I'm straight.
YOU HAVE COMPANY
Nobody has this life shit figured out so you're not alone. We might as well cluelessly jam together. Patron and trees in the back. Welcome to the club.
A CREATIVE'S DREAM
The fact I don't have it figured out really helps my creativity and helps me think outside the box.
I'm grateful for the unknown. Grateful for all my loved ones. Let's live through the unknown together.